I was comfortable with you and I was hopeful. And those two things combined, I have found, can be fatal to a person’s heart.
4 days ago - 
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1 I wish that there was a way to tell if someone was interested in you other than awkwardly asking/waiting to find out.
1 week ago - 5
5 Love today
I was talking to my best friend today and I was telling her how happy I truly am right now. I never really understood what it meant to be happy with yourself until this year. I always thought that what would make me happy would be to find someone else that would be with me and love me completely but honestly, I think I was wrong. I am the happiest I’ve ever been and I am single. I went on a date last night and it was terrible but it didn’t change my outlook on life. I didn’t get depressed and start thinking that I will never find someone or start thinking that there was something wrong with me. Instead, I just felt happy that I was so full with just myself. Now I’m not saying that I think I can be content being by myself for the rest of my life, but what I’m saying is don’t look for happiness to come from a relationship with someone else because trust me, it won’t. Look for happiness to come from you. Make decisions that are for the betterment of yourself and not the betterment of your chances with someone else. Take chances that you want to take not chances that someone else wants you to take. Spend time with friends that make you laugh and are there for you when you cry not people that laugh at you when you’re down. Make it a goal to love every moment of your life. You should be. We’re given a gift everyday we wake up so don’t waste it by being upset with someone or chasing someone who doesn’t care about you; it’s not worth it. Love for yourself and nobody else.
